So as I was going on my merry way and usual life yesterday, things changed suddenly when I stepped into my office at work.
My Boss called me into the conference area to “chat”… and meanwhile, here I was thinking I was 1. going to get in trouble, or 2. going to have to do another photo shoot for the company (yes, they use me lol not a fan thou because I’m on various websites)… but turns out he caught wind that I have an interview this Thursday.
And I know what you’re thinking… WAITTTT we didn’t know about this!!
Well, easy friends, I was too preoccupied with a certain boy 
But yes, it’s true. A company contacted me last week and asked if they could interview me for a bookkeeping position.
So naturally I said yes, and figured it’s always good to see what else is out there (said everyone in this economy)…
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Backing things up a bit… during the Holiday Party, the accountant at my current job was asking me how the job search was going and told me to send him my resume in case he saw anything.
So I did, and when this position came to my attention, I asked if I could put him down as a reference.
I didn’t realize this would make him think he could go tell my BOSS!
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Well… Mister Boss sat me down and told me that in a small company there is always someone who is a blabber mouth and people always talk… and you know what he did????
>>HE BEGGED ME TO STAY<<
He basically asked me what he would have to pay me to keep me here, and that they love me and he loves the work I do, and he’s not ready to lose me as an employee.
Anything I want… any pay I want (of course reasonable), benefits, 9-5, lunch… all that jazz.
So I sat there in shock and told him that I did have an interview and I feel it’s good for me to see what else is out there since I am still young.
And that pretty much brought tears to his eyes….
So, let’s just say, I have a lot of thinking to do…. a whole LOT of thinking. I wasn’t planning on staying where I am much longer, just because my dream job is to work for an Arts Organization in the communications department, but his offer really does sound good.
I’m just so confuseddddd
Not to mention I was very emotional yesterday lol I actually cried on my drive home! 
Ok, not that dramatic, but you get the idea haha
But that could have also been because I was listening to a sad Tay Swift song
Either way, I have lots to think about, and honestly work yesterday was so awkward… like BEYOND awkward. He was being way wayyyy nice to me—my sister said he’s in panic mode lol
So that is my life right now…
xx
Rachel
Question of the Day:
What are your thoughts on this offer?
PS: I’m in the process of getting a camera, any suggestions? One that won’t leave me poor
January 30, 2013 at 10:17 am
I would go to the interview and see what their offer is. If its a job you think you will love and will put you on track to your goals take it. If not use their offer as a base of what to ask your current boss for. I’m the long run you have to look out for yourself and make sure you are making what you deserve (if not a little more)!!!
January 30, 2013 at 12:41 pm
Yea I plan on going
I think it’s nice to just see what else is out there since I’m young and stuff. And good point, I need to do what’s best for me 
January 30, 2013 at 10:38 am
Wow, your boss definitely put you in an awkward position! I think you should go to the interview. It would be good to see what’s out there! But, it has to be nice to know that your work is so valued at your current job.
Does your current job have a lot of opportunity for advancement? That might be a big determining factor.
January 30, 2013 at 12:40 pm
I know right! Today is even more awkward :/ lol That is a good point my friend! They actually don’t have room to grow since it’s such a small company, but on the other hand, they know a lot of people and I could make good connections
January 30, 2013 at 1:04 pm
So many decisions! I feel like once you do the interview, you’ll have a better feel if it’ll be worth it!
January 31, 2013 at 1:17 am
Yes! ahh hopefully lol I’ll be glad once this is all over
January 30, 2013 at 12:28 pm
Eep! Awkward, but at the same time nice to know that your work is so appreciated
That’s a really tough decision, though. If you weren’t planning on staying at your current job, then I say definitely go for the interview if it’s something that you’re more interested in. Your boss’ offer might look good right now, but it’s way more important to look at things in the long run, and if your job doesn’t sit with your goals, then you may regret your decision to stay later.
January 30, 2013 at 12:39 pm
yeaa exactly like I’m very appreciative of what he offered me, but at the same time I think it’s best I look out for myself. I’m gonna check out the company and keep telling my bosses that it’s only an interview lol I think they’re just both in panic mode now
January 30, 2013 at 12:33 pm
Sounds like they consider you to be a valuable employee — those are hard to find.
January 30, 2013 at 12:37 pm
yeaaa I guess it’s always nice to see you’re appreciated
January 30, 2013 at 1:12 pm
this is really funny, lets just say I am kind of in a similar position
January 31, 2013 at 1:17 am
are you really?!! That makes me feel better knowing I’m not alone with this lol
January 30, 2013 at 1:29 pm
I think this is great!! HARD DECISION, BUT great! You literally have the ball in your court to the extent that you could chuck it so hard at your bosses face and he would still be smiling back with missing teeth. Go to that interview, see what they have to offer. If it doesn’t sound that great, TRY to benefits and higher pay! You are obviously loved, and have the upper hand with this! Great job!
January 31, 2013 at 1:18 am
aww thanks!! Yea I had no idea I was that loved where I am that they would basically give me anything I want lol a nice feeling, but kinda intimidating at the same time lol
January 30, 2013 at 2:29 pm
I would definitely go to the interview and find out a little more about the position. If you don’t think it’s something that is going to be MUCH better than where you are, I would stay. Just be sure to ask for a raise, benefits, etc!!
January 31, 2013 at 1:19 am
My plan exactly
and yesss, I’m guessing I’ll have to have a talk with my boss soon about all that stuff anyways haha
January 30, 2013 at 10:37 pm
Aww that’s so sad:( But I totally would want to see the other postition, too! Definitely a hard spot to be in!
January 31, 2013 at 1:20 am
aww you’re too sweet! It is tough, but nice to see how loved I am
January 31, 2013 at 5:01 am
I’d go to the interview, see how you feel in that environment, but at the end of the day.. you need to do what you think is best for YOU. If that means you have to upset your boss, than you have too. Life is too short to be strung up in a place that’s not your dream job. However, if this place you have an interview for isn’t for a dream position either… than you really need to think about it. Not just in terms of pay, but hours & the commute
February 1, 2013 at 12:23 am
awww Jessie, you really always know just what to say
xx